Monday, May 7, 2012

Worrying is a waste of time.


Do you ever have those sleepless nights where it's not homework or a sleepover that's keeping you awake, but instead those thoughts of worry rushing through your head like a river current with no end? I do. It took me three hours after I laid my head on the pillow to fall asleep last night because it felt impossible to 'stop thinking' and stop worrying.  The lack of sleep and constant worry resulted in a headache the next morning that then lead to a stomachache because of the pain. Not fun.

This all began because of a worry I had. 

As I rushed to class in hopes that the ibuprofen would kick in immediately, I was prompted to open the Internet and look up bible verses dealing with ‘worry’.  On Biblegateway.com I saw the verse,

“Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own” (Matthew 6:34).

I absolutely love this verse and when I finished reading it, I heard myself saying, “duh!” in the back of my head.  This is the verse I am always saying to anyone in my current situation.  I’ve written it down in so many places that it was almost comical that I didn’t think of it myself.  The worry had been so overwhelming and the pain in my head was just a reminder of the thoughts that kept me tossing and turning the night previously that--- it was the little thing I was so used to saying that had completely slipped my mind.  But God knew I needed to hear it.  God knew that the devil was going to keep playing games with me so the Lord intervened and won the battle. 

My God is the ultimate Healer.
The Holy Spirit encouraged me to look up the Word of God and to focus my attention on the one I always knew in my heart to be true.  He finds unique ways to communicate to us and they speak to each one of us a little differently.

After reading this verse, I mediated on it for a few minutes but was then forced to leave class early because of the physically pain I was experiencing.  On my way back to the dorms, I stopped to get food.  While waiting for the meal to be prepared I received a text from my high school bible study leader.  It was a prayer for me. <3 She wrote out the prayer that she had said that morning and it was to give me the strength I needed.

There are no coincidences. This time was God’s timing.

As I began to leave I ran into another dear friend who happens to be a brother in Christ.  He asked how he could be praying for me this morning.
---My morning just started and already God has given me numerous reasons to know that He is alive and He is listening.

God doesn’t sleep nor slumber; He is always taking care of His children.  Within the next 15 minutes, my physical pain had subsided and by the next hour it had completely disappeared.  Glory to God!  It is our God who encourages us to give Him our burdens and take up His own because His yoke is easy and His burden is light (Matthew 11:30).

So I encourage you this afternoon, run to the cross! Run to the cross and lay down any worries, fears, or doubts you may have.  The Lord of Lords wants to take care of them for you because He loves you unconditionally.  God is love.  Please feel free to leave any prayers requests you may have.

Strong in Him,

Kristen D.

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